These mood swings that i've been experiencing more and more as of late are becoming ever tiring. I don't like being sad, and enveloped in my ever growing mental feeling of hopelessness and pessimism. I'm starting to loose hope that i'm winning the battle over what I deem a monster. The monster tends to eat my sanity every once and a while. Unfortunately, i've come to the conclusion that i'm losing the battle ever so miserbly. I want to overcome what i have. I don't want to end up old and alone because my problems are caused by a mental disease that i'm not seeking help for. I don't want meds, but i don't want to pour my soul out to a complete stranger. That's why i have friends right? So, they can help me thru all of this ? i dunno... maybe i'm starting loose it worse than i thought...
help.
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