Sadly, disappointment runs my life.
I got a blanket.
A Fucking Blanket.
He maybe spent 3 minutes on thinking about what to get me max.
He found it in Cabela's and that's how he decided i would like it.
"well, its pink!"
yea... pink.
its not pink btw, it's PRUNE.
I hate purples.
Almost despise.
But i have to look at the upside of all of this. At least he didn't do what he did for my birthday. What did he do for my birthday you ask?
Absolutely Nothing.
I got a hug and a happy birthday.
guess i see where i rank.
I'm good enough for a blanket.
"i didn't think that the camera would mean anything to you..."
"its how i keep memories around. since my camera broke i can't keep the memories that i'm making"
"oh..."
"yea."
don't think i'm being ungrateful because i'm not. I was just very disappointed. Nothing for my birthday, a shitty christmas gift, i'm just getting depressed. I at least thought that i would mean more to him. I guess its all i'm worth. "i'm really bad at buying gifts..." No, you just don't pay attention to what people say or want. You don't pay attention when i speak. Period. Its ok. I guess. I dunno. We'll see how everything goes.
ugh.
i need to get over the flu that i currently have. I feel like crap and its really effecting my mood.
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